i want the impossible man. i want one whose brain stimulates me like an ass i once knew… and i want one whose body gets me screaming hot like the last man i dumped and the first guy who gave me a non self-induced orgasm. i miss the last man i dumped a lot which is pretty funny because i dumped him because i didn’t miss him.
i miss fucking him a lot though. he loved to go down, did it like a champion and wasn’t afraid to employ fingers to help out. plus? he was 6’4 which is NICE when you’re just shy of six feet yourself.
unfortunately his brain did nothing for me. guy i’ve had a couple of dates with? great brain.
i’m hoping for more chemicals to develop as i get to know him, that tends to happen with brains i find hot… currently i’m doing the date him since it’s not like anyone else is asking thing. i suspect if i keep him around i’ll just fall for him. doesn’t hurt that he cooks.
but i don’t think that he’ll slam me up against a wall.
i’m not sure he’ll be the kind of man who will grab my wrists and hold them above my head while he tortures me with his lips and fingers. *pant*
and i could, easily, just let him find this blog someday and then he would know, but that wouldn’t work for me, i need this place to stay mine. a couple of my neighbours know about it but they don’t count. oh and one friend, but she’s a special case.
i think i’m having a hard time getting past his lack of fitness. i know that seems shallow but i work in the industry and it’s hard not to want to whip him into shape. is it rude that i want to get a man working out? i mean it seems like a healthy enough desire right?
and *i* have pretty muscles so i want whoever i have around to have them too. not enough to give up the right brain, but enough that i wonder if i’ll spark physically with him.
he’s nice to kiss but not… i can’t explain, but that last guy? we kissed good night at the end of our second date and it just sizzled. i slept with him SO much faster than i meant to. this guy? yeah not so much. it was nice and i liked necking with him but i didn’t feel any particular desire to rip his clothes off.
if it’s not there at the beginning is it real if it shows up later?
i want the fantasy. i want a man that i like who makes my brain aroused and one who gets my juices flowing with his unbearable hotness. and you’d be surprised what i think is hot.
i want a man who makes me feel small. i want a man that i miss when he isn’t around. i want a man who fills me to the brim and maybe a smidgen more.
i want a man that i can’t stop kissing because the kissing is just so good… it’s just i need our brains to match up.
alternately? i want to meet a stranger in a bar and fuck him silly against the back wall… and i don’t care to know his name.
lord but a fuckbuddy would come in really handy right now.
hot cock, delicious mouth, fingers… oh the fingers!
my entire being is suffused with nameless and undirected lust.
i am lust. lust is me. targetless lust is an odd place to be.
October 7, 2006 at 6:11 pm
man, sounds like you foud me at the right time. especaily if you are in or near the city.
good luck…and i totally know what you mean.
and, of course, if you ever need a anon, hot, hard, deep, sopping wet fuck. you let me know.
:)
and as you will read in my blog, long tongue…love to go deep. and my fingerss are ALWAYS in play.
we should really talk…am hoping you are close
October 7, 2006 at 7:42 pm
i’m really not actually, i live in southern ontario which is nowhere near nyc. although i love nyc.
i can imagine considering that if one of us were to be in the same place as the other. i can’t believe i can imagine that, but i really can.
see, i used to like to think that i was a nice girl…
*twitch*
October 8, 2006 at 10:51 am
sometimes it takes awhile, sometimes you never find them at all… but it’s always fun trying them all out ;)
October 8, 2006 at 11:19 am
dlg: i see what you’re saying, it’s just finding ones to try out isn’t easy for me. i’m like intimidating or something.
that said, i’m going to look in new places…
October 8, 2006 at 4:44 pm
Hi
just found you and will certainly be “coming” back…
In terms of finding a man – any man – I reckon you just need to remember the simple fact that virtually every man is interested in sex – especially no strings!
Be yourself – horny, fit, flirtatious and obviously with a brain – as Dlg says sometimes it takes a while….. but you’ll find its like buses – you have to wait a while and then several come along at the same time! :o)
October 9, 2006 at 3:49 am
asterix thank you and welcome. i love to imagine causing pleasure for people.
i think that might only be true of certain men. i know others that say no if they don’t have some kind of connection with the lady in question. although yeah, it’s truer than i think it is probably.
it’s been a while… but i have been finding some new uh… shopping areas recently *g*
October 9, 2006 at 5:58 pm
You said that VERY very well ! I’d like to roll 12 of them men I’ve dated into 1 -removing their bad qualities and keeping their good… The prefect man — at least for me…
I like that idea. Now if you could only patent it…
Happy Monday !
Sincerely,
Anne Elizabeth
October 10, 2006 at 11:37 am
thanks anne!
oh my… wouldn’t that be lovely? and i’d keep many of their lovely quirks and a few of the enraging things just to keep it interesting but i’d take out all the boring :)
fuck the patent, i just want to DO it!
okay i want to do almost anyone… but that’s not the point!
happy tuesday :)
October 10, 2006 at 3:17 pm
Perfect man???
Way too boring – as was said in ‘Good Will Hunting’ [Great film by the way], its the little quirks and foibles, the things that only you know about your partner that makes for the really good stuff.
But hey, the fantasy is all coool [blowjobs on demand - how cool!]
Hope the new toy is bearing up BiG – saw you looking for a few suggestions so if its waterproof….. ;o)
Now, if you could just get some pictures up here to go with the great stories….. He He He
*g*
October 10, 2006 at 4:38 pm
asterix: hence the keeping of the quirks and the enraging things to keep it interesting. otherwise gosh what would there be to talk about? you’d sit around basking in perfection and craving anything but.
but damm, head on demand sounds good to me!
the new toy is all right, i’m a little concerned with it because it’s a very different kind of stimulus and i worry that plain old fingers won’t be as fun anymore. but god having a moving object inside is wonderful… (yup, it’s waterproof… ;>)
i don’t have a digital camera or for sure i wouldpost pics, hell i fantasize about it!
*eg*
October 10, 2007 at 7:53 pm
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