in a nutshell ‘i deeply treasure your friendship and love to fuck you and greatly enjoy spending time with you but no, i feel no feelings other than friendship for you .. oh and by the way there’s some awesome tv out there these days.’

so, the one comfort is that the mindblowing sex is the last thing i’ll remember of sex with him, first time i’ve ended a sexual relationship before the sex started to suck actually.

it was a no-brainer before i posted this, he didn’t fall, i did. some people might say he’s in denial, i am not so kind to myself… so it’s done, no more sex for me. *sigh* AND i have to lose a friend, lover and partner into the bargain.

In my albeit limited experience, not being on the same page with my lover automatically takes what should be on all accounts mindblowing sex down to mediocre and that makes it much easier for me to break things off. I certainly hope you’re not cursed with bad sex, but I do hope your path becomes clear to you.

i already know how it will go, now i’m just waiting for the shoe.

I’m watching this one closely.

Mike