baked

she lies, face down, bottom staring palely at the sun and asking for a little colour. he stands, framed in the doorway, watching. she, of course, doesn’t yet know that he’s there.

he sees her lying there, still in the sun, skin gleaming and golden, hair splayed out around her head in chestnut rivers. his hand twitches as though to touch and he feels a stirring in his centre. her back rises gently and he aches to rest his hand there.

he can almost feel her sun drenched skin moist and welcoming under his hand, can almost feel her shift and sigh beneath his touch as he rubs her back in slow circles, can almost hear her breath catch and quicken.

fingers twitch against his leg and a promising bulge begins to appear in his pants. she sighs and moves an arm before settling again into the sand, legs slightly wider than before. he can see the crease of her bikini tracing the contours or her most intimate areas, the soft down leading up her thighs to meet there.

his eyes are beginning to glaze a little with lust as he feels himself stroke languidly up her legs with his hands and drop kisses all over the dimples at the small of her back. small breathy kisses with little tickles of tongue that would have her erupting in giggles if he did it for real. his eyes trace up her spine as his mouth ached to touch each small nub until they can bear it no longer.

almost he can smell her arousal. almost.

she shifts slightly to reposition herself in the sun and he inhales once, sharply, as he realises that her top is unclasped and that he can see a rosy peak just peeking out beneath her. he can’t take much more of this.

his mind pinches and fondles her exposed nipple as he covers her in suntan oil and she tears his suit off with sun slowed fingers. he is breathing rapidly now, bulge evident against the dark fabric of his business pants and fingers flickering along with his imagination.

she stirs again, languidly reaching for the lotion bottle to cover herself once more. she is facing slightly away from him still and he watches her evident pleasure as she strokes her body and moves sensually against the feel of her sliding hands. her head drops back as she presents her gleaming self to the sun.

top discarded on her towel she liberally coats herself in the creamy liquid and then turns slightly “why are you still dressed?” she says as her hands begin to fondle the rosy peaks at her nipples.

he laughs, a great roar, and unclasps his belt in one swift move. “i don’t know.”

socks and shoes follow and then he approaches her, trail of clothing appearing in his wake, erection leading the way and she laughs, a languid giggle, and opens her arms to receive him.

their tongues thrust instantly, as always the passion takes them by surprise with it’s intensity, and they are moaning even as their hands roam each other’s flesh. he delights in her sun warmed slickness even as she delights in his air conditioned smoothness and in covering him in the lotion she had so liberally applied.

removing the last of their clothing they laugh and roll around with each other in the long grass of their courtyard as their hands roam along each other’s flanks and their mouths relearn each other’s shape. it’s an endless exploration for them.

they still, together but unspoken, and she groans to feel him, steel hard and nestling against her folds. he slides up and down her channel a few times, teasing her with his manhood and covering himself in her slick juices.

they moan and kiss once more, bodies sliding along each other as their most intimate parts run along each other. she breaks first and tips her pelvis ever so slightly and he laughs devilishly and thrusts home in one swoop.

she cries out in ecstasy and arches up to meet him, bodies moving in that long slow dance as he slides nearly out and back in ever so slowly and she clasps him to her with the muscles of her pelvic floor and holds him gently. they sigh and move, slowly now with their mouths entwined and her hands wandering to the rhythm of their personal drummer.

the rhythm of they.

her legs reach around him and she crosses her ankles behind his back and clasps his flexing buttocks with her hands. he groans and speeds up, mouth coming away a little as their breaths entwine.

she looks into his eyes and he meets them, pupils reflecting to the bottoms of their hearts as they gather speed and dance their favourite dance together.

he groans, his rhythm breaking.

she cries out, her body shuddering beyond her control.

his breath catches and he erupts in a shout as her body shudders and clasps him and she thrashes her head and quivers course throughout her being as he feels himself empty into her and they fall, still dancing slowly and laugh with glee.

she delights in his weight as he delights in their juices mingling with their bodies and they kiss again, and again and of course, again…

dreaming

i felt you watching me from your tent.

there i was, wandering around in my sarong with nothing on underneath and there you were in your tent in a slightly different and yet facing me position every time i turned around. i couldn’t help but notice even though originally i was just making my bed.

so i started to play with you a little.

i stuck my ass a little higher in the air and arched my back a little bit more as i adjusted the sheets on my double air mattress. my comfy, blanket covered, flannel sheet wearing ridiculously decadent camping bed.

i have this little ritual when i go camping where i make a fantastic little nest and then every morning if it’s sunny i set out my bed and dry it over top of my tent. this is harder to do in the winter and makes sleeping bags better then. slowly i make my bed with sun warmed sheets and blankets and then i close up the tent and let it cook there all happy and sun-dried and then maybe, if the gods like me that day, just maybe the sheets won’t be icy when i get in them that night.

you would be amazed how well this works.

anyway i noticed you. i noticed you and i know what you were doing and i let you. i slowed my movements slightly and made them more dancelike and i exaggerated them ever so slightly at all times.

i wish i was better at doing this unconsciously but i practise…

each time i crawled out of my tent to retrieve the next layer of bedding i almost fell out of my sarong and i would find a new and wonderful way to bring myself up to standing.

something that involved yoga or pilates to do well.  something that a cat or a snake would be proud to own.  something, in short, designed to make you crazy to see under my sarong if you weren’t already.  i am careful enough with my sarong that i don’t think you ever see more than a glimpse of belly but i know that you know what i’m wearing… or not wearing in this case, underneath.

of course i have to leave and return to my tent with each layer.

of course the breeze has to whip the thin fabric of my ‘dress’ around.

of course i have to make the bed slowly and carefully with much kneeling and reaching and stretching.

i think i hear you groan.

what you don’t know is that my pussy wants you back.  it wants you to slide your fingers along it’s sodden channel and flick my clit once, twice, thrice before you slam yourself home in my not quite ready hole.  it wants you to toy with it and fuck it and not even be very nice to it as you fuck it from behind and slap and slap and slap my engorged clit with your balls.

it wants you to fuck me and bite me and hold me by the hair and it wants it now.

of course i get so frustrated that i zip up most of the tent door and prop my ass in the air and slide my fingers into that self-same sopping channel.

i tease and i fondle and i gasp and i do not restrain myself.

i allow the soft moans my ministrations inspire to waft out onto the breeze.  i gasp a little louder than i need to and each voice wafting through the campground soaks me a little more.  my legs are trembling very fast but it’s too soon too fast and i flip over on to my back.

i stare at the small slice of sky visible through the partially open window of my tent and feel myself writhe as i imagine that you are able to see inside.  that you are watching me or at the very least listening to me and that your hands have strayed.

strayed to the root of it all as you stroke and fondle and gasp along with me and feel your turgid cock swell within your grasping fingers.  i groan again as my mind hears you grunt into your pillow and gasp as you feel the first drops of fluid leak from your thrusting cock.

i let out a higher moan now as i feel the tremors and quakes start at my toes and my centre and the backs of my thighs and my breath and even my fingers and i don’t care anymore who can see but i can see you there stroking and stroking as you picture yourself pounding into my hot grasping centre.

i feel us erupt together and gasp and tremble and shudder as i hear myself moan long and low and my hips thrust and thrust and thrust again as i pop over the edge and collapse, hand gently cradling my sopping mons and i smile and hope you really were right there with me.

bad to the bone

[edited to add: i don't really like this post but i'll leave it up if anyone else does.  let me know by friday okay? otherwise i'll take it down]

yes

yes i want to bone

good god yes can we do it right now?

i don’t say that though to your husky voice and your wise eyes, no i don’t. instead i say something about your wife that i will regret for at least a month. i tell you i don’t want her mad at me even though i’ve never met her.

and i think maybe you knew i would say that…

yes.

i wanted to say yes. and if i said yes? if i said yes we wouldn’t have left a mattress long enough to do anything but show up for our assignments.

in my head i said yes.

i said yes then and later and later still and then i said it many, many times in a row in a voice not recognizeably my own.

you bit me and i scratched you and we emerged joined from our shared bed. we emerged changed and panting and smiling and laughing at nothing.

i squeezed you and you pulled my hair and our teeth clashed and the jewellery in our mouths made music that only we could hear.

i tugged at the metal in your nipples and the metal i imagine you keep tucked into your shorts and i nibbled and bit and fondled and sighed and you tugged at the metal in my navel and exclaimed over the hole in my nipple with no metal left and bit me there until i almost cried.

cried out from the sheer joy of it. skipped the niceties and slid home and let all our instincts out at once and fucked like the animals we really are and cared not a whit for polite convention beyond “dude that’s my hair” and “dude pass the bowl” and “dude i think we just ran out of condoms.”

i have montages of videos of incredibly hot, occasionally impossible pornography starring me and you and your tattoos and various body piercings and sometimes rope and often blindfolds and always teeth.

i can feel my pussy throb with want for you.

i can feel the back of my throat open and yielding and my mouth water at the thought of swallowing you whole.

i can feel my teeth graze your silken skin and i swear i can smell you right there.

i can feel my body taking you in and playing with you as my pelvic floor works it’s way up and down your sure to be engorged shaft. your stiff and aching and unbearably wanting bone that i can feel from here even though you’re in bed with someone else right now in a time zone far enough away.

on my eyelids when i close them are all the things we would have tried. all the positions and kinks and niceties that we would have practiced on each other and i know we would have because it’s like that with us.

i ache for the yes i didn’t say.

ache.

love affair

[warning, smut appears after pictures]

i am in love.

no silly, not with a man… with a toy.

THIS toy in fact.

here have a picture of the swirled rib 7″x1″ by phallix … such an unassuming little name:

swirled rib 7″x1″

see those cunning little ridges? and that little shift that they do right in the middle? see the little nub at one end that feels like the tip of a penis? an engorged and aching and hot if you want it to be penis? note the bulb on the end that the unimaginative are going to think is a handle?

i know, doesn’t look like much does it?

so then you start to play with the little darling. you caress it’s beautiful surface because hey, that is one pretty piece of glass and then you place it reverently in your mouth and taste the bulb at the end. you thrill in it’s clean hard flavour on your tongue.

your other hand is, of course, flickering madly on something pink by then.

so you whip out some lube just because and you drip some on the lovely ridges of your new toy and you begin to caress your aching clit with it and you stroke and you slide and you dash and dart and cross and circle with these lovely ridges and the little perfect tip. the little penis headed tip… that seeking missile of pleasure just waiting for you to notice it.

and you flip this lovely thing around touch yourself pokingly with it and stroke your increasingly sopping channel with it and just dip into yourself, just a little tiny bit… just a little flirtatious titch and then you return, reverently, to your clit.

and you tease it and torment it until you’re gasping for breath and then again you dip and dip into yourself until you’re thrusting and those hard little ridges and swirls feel like someone else and you’re panting and groaning and you slide your beautiful piece of glass out of yourself once more and inspiration hits and you flip it around.

you grab it by the small end and enjoy the feel of your own arousal under your hand as you slide the ball across your opening and through the slickness of your slit to press and rub against your tortured clit and then you flip it one more time and drag the ball end along yourself so you feel ridge and then ball and then ridge and then ball and it feels an awful lot like someone’s teeth and tongue and you cry out.

you cry out and pant and moan and reach down and slide this artful torture device into yourself ball end first and you moan and arch back as it slides gracefully along your g-spot. you’re quaking now, long uncontrollable shudders as you writhe and convulse on your bed. you feel little gushes start deep within yourself and you slow just a little and drag yourself off the toy once more and you slide it in once, twice, thrice at the small end and then you reach back.

you reach back and tease your anus, finger flickering madly on your swollen clit as you slide that perfect little tip into yourself. you stretch and push and pant and work your clit as this hard rod invades your tight little ass. your tight little ass that’s aching for more and more of this shaft. your body arches and you feel the shudders starting in earnest now, feel your toes curl and your pussy flower and know you’re losing control.

there you are with pyrex in your ass and your finger ravaging your soaking seeking panting clit and you come and you come and you sob and sigh and come again before you ease the loveliness out of your ass once more and drop it on a towel on the floor as you collapse to your bed in bliss.

and then? because the damm thing feels so good? oh yeah, you wash it off and start again…

(seriously, lost count since i tried it for the first time on SATURDAY!)

some

some mornings it pays to go back to bed.

some mornings you wake up way too early and you think “oh my god i have to stay up way too late tonight! why am i awake NOW?!?!??” and other mornings you sleep until noon. today was an early day which involved myself getting up, sending a few emails and then going back to bed for a morning nap.

went too soon to be sleepy enough, couldn’t sleep yet, distracted by thoughts of men and penises and fucking.

god i miss fucking. i miss cock hitting the back of my throat and even more i miss it slamming against my g-spot. i miss balls slapping my clit as hands move my hips in a tempo i could never match and i brace myself up just enough that i can breathe.

i miss a thumb up my asshole and a fist in my hair. i miss someone else’s teeth on my nipples and someone else’s fingers (mouth!) on my clit and i most definitely miss sweat slicked gliding skin and groans of pure effort and joy.

but most of all i miss fucking.

fucking for the sheer joy of it.

so of course i started to imagine fucking, to parade if you will a veritable cavalcade of penises heretofore known past my yearning and fantasy starved brain. my brain that was having none of it.

it didn’t want to think of him or him or most especially not him and ew that would be rude and no not him and dammit! all my penises are tainted somehow!

i get more random then, and picture any tongue and any penis and any fingers. they’re like stylised artist’s renderings of those condominiums that are springing up like rabbits all over down town toronto in their realism. they approximate penii and fingers and teeth but have no bearing on actual bits real or expected and they touch me and tickle me and flatter all my favourite parts.

they dance and flutter and explore and my fingers are their mechanism.

warm and sleepy beneath my overly warm duvet they languidly trace my pink bits which stir sluggishly. they’ve been neglected of late those pink bits of mine. spoiled by lots of wonderful attention they haven’t really felt like playing with just me and they’re bored with all my toys.

they’re almost resentful as i remind them that it feels good to play with yourself, that it is in fact one of the great pleasures of the universe. that sometimes no one can touch you like you.

i snag a little bottle of my favourite lube (wet platinum – silicone) and drip a drop or two on those self-same pink bits and feel them rumble and purr like a cat that isn’t actually mad at you for waking it up since you are touching it so deliciously in just the right spot.

my fingers delight in the slickness and i feel my own natural juices rush to meet my exploring fingers and i notice, almost absently, that my buttocks are clenching and i’m just this side of toppling off the precipice of pleasure and i start to dance and play and work myself just to the edge and i stay there and hover in the delightful haze of arousal and pheremones i’ve created for myself until…

until i fall off of course. but i waited just long enough and i fall and fall again and erupt and erupt again and prolong my pleasure for four or five or even six little mini-peaks before i collapse, more languid now back into my welcoming nest, my fingers playing idly and sending little after quivers coursing through my happy body.

and now that i’ve written this? i have a new toy that’s begging me to test it…

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