okay, here goes… i’m all sloppy, the condoms have arrived in the mail, he’s hard, i’m eager…
*deep breath*
*stare with combined glee and trepidation at beautiful phallus pointing straight at me*
okay
*admire ease of use of lovely condoms that have finally arrived*
*admire lovely texture as you stroke lover a little while he fits sheath on himself*
*lie back*
[this is where your grandmother would tell you to think of england]
let’s see, *hold him firmly and just gently start to press against him, feel him pushing and your out of practice body resisting*
*push back a little*
ow
*deep breath*
*withdraw*
*push*
*breathe breathe* dammit *breathe*
*pant*
ow
“shit forgot there’s no lube on these things”
*grab bottle of wet platinum silicone and drizzle on highly erect cock*
“go slooooooooooow”
*grab daunting but lovely penis with hand and sort of pull it out and slide it back in the teeny bit it’s managed to penetrate*
*inhale and think of opening and loosening and receiving*
*feel him slide in another inch*
ow
“unh”
*feel eyes close and breath try to catch*
*slowly slowly slowly slide in and out just a little… *
*repeat*
ow
*breathe breathe breathe*
“unhhh”
*actually push back with hips and feel that beautiful rhythm start up a little*
*pant*
no dammit breathe into your god damn cranky assed resistant vagina… come on get the blood flowing… *inhale… release…*
ow
*push and pull and push a little harder and pull out a little more and push even more and *
ow
and
*feel groooooooooooooan of self turning into a size queen on the spot*
*push and twist and oh there’s some more lube, god i love my body sometimes*
*and slide and feel him fill me to the cervix just enough to feel it but not enough to complain*
“unh”
“soft moan…” hey where did that come from?
*feel hips speed up and ankles lift to wrap around him*
*head drops back, eyes roll back into head*
*groan *
*pant*
dammit breathe
*groan*
*high pitched sigh*
ah there it is, slide home please
oh wow oh wow oh wow
*moan*
the rest, i must say, i leave to your imaginations….
