slick

i take out the oil as i prepare myself while lounging naked on my bed with something playing on the screen.  i already know where i’m going with this and i have set myself a challenge: i wish to get myself aroused enough to take johnny without touching my clitoris.

idly i watch the show playing on the monitor but my attention is on my hands as they become saturated with oil from stroking it into my thirsty skin.  it is amazing how fast these little moments of decadence become necessities in our lives.  my discovery of oil over skin cream is fresh but permanent and i am delighted.

lovingly i lavish attention on my toes and feet, adding oil to the places that need it and making certain not to miss a millimetre as i rub moisture into my skin.  i drip oil up the side of my calf and then stroke it in as i let the show i’m watching pass through my brain.  my senses feast on the warmth of the room and the smoothness of my skin as it soaks the oil in like sunlight.

there is a texture that skin gets when it has been well loved that is somewhat indescribeable unless one loves pedicures or ridiculous amounts of skin care in a single afternoon.  somehow smooth and sleek and gloriously responsive.

pampered skin loves to be stroked the way shaved heads live to be rubbed, the glow draws you in and seduces you before you even really realise that’s happening.

eventually i am stroking oil into the creases at the base of my bottom and the grooves framing my well trimmed pubic hair.  the oil soaks easily into the relatively untouched skin and leaves it glowing in the dim light of the room.  i follow the grooves up to my stomach and navel and shiver at my own touch.

i stop, arrested, and stroke my fingertips over my hip and belly as lightly as i can still feel.  i am teasing my own ticklish response and hoping that someday it won’t tickle when someone else touches me just like this.  i suspect it has to do with easing the skin into it with much oiled rubbing.

any man i choose to have in my bed would consider that to be great fun for both of us, and he’d be right; which is why i hope to someday overcome my tickle reflex.

my oiled hands are travelling along my breasts now and following the gentle creases beneath them before stopping to fondle my nipples.  my hands have taken over now, i am simply enjoying the sensations they arouse.

little pulses of heat hit my center even as i continue up my chest and along my arms.  even the creases of my elbows are lavished with attention as i wait impatiently for the program to finish.

wait and stroke.

finding the creases at my hip and the base of my buttock.  flirting with the tickle reflex on my belly.  tracing the line at the bottoms of my breasts before sliding up to fondle a nipple.

i am restless now, body moving on the soft sheets even as the show on the screen winds down to it’s inevitable climax.  i continue running one hand along my now sensitized body even as i stand and prepare myself for bed; such preparations include sliding a condom on to johnny [silicone sticks to me, condoms don't] and placing him within easy reach.

it’s silent now, the computer and the lights off and even the roar of the subway is muted and far away like the old friend that it is.  i let my eyelids drift closed and continue playing with my body.  my nipples, lavished with attention, now come in for some rougher play.

i pinch and tweak and bite with my fingernails and feel the answering shafts of lust course through my pussy.  i know i’m soaked but i’m still not allowed to touch.  even as i feel my labia begin to part and my genitals swell and lubricate themselves.  one hand strokes my body, more roughly now, and the other starts to flick my nipple so fast and just hard enough that i am crying out, my hips lifting off the bed and my clitoris begging for attention.

i hear noises leaving my throat and feel my body moving on it’s own even as the first shocks tease me with what’s to come.  both nipples so sensitized now that the lightest touch causes me to gasp and arch and a pinch nearly floods the sheets.

little gushes are starting deep within me now and i grab johnny with one hand and tease myself with him.  i cover him with my natural lubricant and leave him, poised there at my entrance and pressing just hard enough that i know what’s coming.

i dip a finger in my well and tease my entrance a little and then johnny’s blunt head presses against me and starts to slide in.  i stay there, teasing my nipples with my lubricated finger and taking the first inch or two of johnny in and out.

my hips join the rhythm and start to press back against him as i slowly take his length in to my aching and begging body.  in and out, in and out he slides a little further each time until at last!  at last his base is nestled against me.

my finger drops to my clit even as johnny stays buried deep and thrusts just that last inch in and out.  i stroke once, twice, thrice and erupt all over my bed, spasms deep in my body rocking johnny as i slide him in and out and fuck myself.

i start fucking myself harder and harder even as my finger dances on my clit.  johnny is sopping and so are my sheets and i hear moans coming deep and low from my throat.  i am pretty sure the neighbours can hear me and this sends me off once more.

contractions seize my body and my hips buck and i lose track of reality for an unknowable time until, of their own accord, my thrusts slow and my hips drop gently back to the mattress while aftershocks massage the giant dildo locked deep in my pussy.

i leave it there a moment and glory in the spent pulsations coursing through me and then gently ease it from my body with a small gush of liquid.

i collapse, boneless, and lay there, pussy pulsing and little echo orgasms hitting randomly as i drift off in a daze of my own pheremones.

waking

i hadn’t felt like it in a while.

somehow the disappointing behaviour of a number of men combined with a mild depression left me with no real interest in sex; particularly funny since i had been studying it and teaching it throughout that time.

just didn’t care.  didn’t want to go back to having to use my own two hands instead of the delicious surprises from someone else’s, none of my toys appealed to me and furthermore the sun was never out!

it is amazing what getting kicked in the teeth by a man will do to your libido.  it is even more amazing what getting kicked in the teeth by a man you’re convinced is only afraid will do to your libido; it is yet more amazing what said kicking will accomplish if said man first spends weeks acting like this is the real thing.

so yeah, no libido for self-play and met only one man i was even willing to contemplate and he turned out to be a wash, although i confess there was some lovely necking.

still i never lost my sensuality or the simple pleasure to be found in the act of shaving my legs or washing my hair or eating delicious food; that moment of self pleasure that has everything to do with self-gratification and nothing whatsoever to do with sex.

generally i kept the smile on my face but i found myself embracing my introspective side, looking for the silence instead of the noise as it were; even when i was wandering another country i was mostly alone.  i could have made friends and i just didn’t care enough to bother.

i went to europe with the absolute conviction that i would have a fling while i was there and yet?  in spite of ridiculous numbers of smarmy men throwing themselves at me?  i didn’t even take the couple of nice ones up on it.

i just wasn’t interested even though there were condoms in my wallet.

and then the other afternoon i was in the shower and i took my time even with the shaving of my legs and as i stroked my skin to make sure i didn’t miss anything i felt that tell tale rush in my pussy that happens sometimes in moments like that.

and i considered the shower head… for about three seconds.

and then somehow through the day i never quite did anything about it but, unlike the past while, i felt the anticipation grow rather than fade and i thought that maybe i was going to do something about it this time.  i wasn’t expecting much, reawakening libidos are rarely all that interesting.

so i had a little fun with it.

i stroked my freshly shaved legs and charged a couple of vibrators and kind of generally wondered if tonight i was going to do something about this wandering libido of mine.  still wasn’t sure but was getting into the idea.

and then i decided to watch an episode of fringe instead of read before bedtime… naked, and lying in bed.  so i started to stroke my skin again.

and i noticed that my feet weren’t in very good shape.

so i creamed them.

and then it occured to me that my legs were freshly shaved.  so i lotioned them with firming, moisturising stuff that feels thoroughly interesting.  and then i realised that all of my skin was pretty dry.

so i oiled it.

i oiled myself slowly and carefully, making sure to apply the oil lovingly to any patch of skin that didn’t feel perfect. this felt so good that today i stopped at the store and got myself some more since i used the little i had left.

and then i checked how long fringe had left to go, not long okay…

and i began to work the oil into a few of the creases i had missed.

you know, the ones below my breasts and around my nipples.  the ones that start at the hip bone and wrap around your bottom to poke out the side where your butt folds against your leg when you walk.

the inner creases of the elbows and the spaces between the toes had attention lavished upon them at least equivalent to that stroked across my oiled but not overly slippery nipples.

fringe ended and i made a comment or two about my state and got my life ready to shut down for the night before i returned to my bed.

i placed pillows for my hips and covered them with a towel.

i picked up my chosen toy* and laid back to let it vibrate against my nipples.

did i mention that i had been pulsing for ages already?  no?

i felt the pulsing quicken and deepen instantly as the vibrator teased my right nipple and warned the rest of me what was coming.  i felt contractions and little gushes leaving my body almost immediately and i started to moan deep in my throat and liquid soaked my already soaked pussy and…

i started to come.

i started to come and i hadn’t even touched my vagina yet.  but i did.  i took my vibe and i pressed it to my entrance and let it dance there as i covered it in liquid and my body lost a little control of itself.

and i let my eyes drift closed and i danced the vibrator and my fingernails across my nipples and ever so lightly against my clitoris and i realised that this would not be enough for me so i reached for my big cock** and i stuck a condom on it and i shoved it against my entrance and stuck my vibrator against it’s base.

shoved and pushed and groaned and moaned and flickered my finger on my clit as i shoved the giant penis*** deep into my body and shuddered and spasmed all around it before i let go with a guttural groan and pushed it back out again.

pushed it back out and danced on my clit until the aftershocks faded away and i drifted off to sleep with pulses still rocking my body.

[elapsed time after i hit the bed?  forty minutes]

* womolia heat – see review

** johnny by vixen – see smut

*** no, i didn’t need lube.

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