sorry sorry sorry
it’s been such a long time since i had any good dating or sexual experiences that i am having a hard time feeling sexual enough to write smut or review toys. i am, in fact, growing cobwebs on my girly bits.
and when i say cobwebs i mean just that. i can’t remember the last time i tried to masturbate. i reviewed some hitachi attachments for pink cherry toys in december but then i forgot to write the review and now, while i remember that i liked them, i have nothing concrete to say on their behalf.
i have some really hot ideas. in one i’m a girl wearing a shirt that shows just a little more than expected. in another a girl rides a boy in the best way she can and so on. i have two toys to review and i’m sorry
i just can’t.
please check back, i will start writing here again i feel this to be true, but right now i need to do something. wait for spring? remember what a penis that is used by a man with skill feels like when you fuck it? have a second or third date? not date any more princesses?
i am still out there in the dating world although i’m not sure that i should be considering my total ennui with it all but well…
before you mention it i am aware that this sounds like depression.
that was in the fall. this is… i just can’t write smut right now.
that said, i did find a very special girl to write toy reviews for me… so wait for those at least!
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okay, i wrote something, hopefully that breaks the seal.
i love this blog and the people who visit it, don’t think i’m gone forever please!
February 21, 2010 at 6:19 pm
Don’t worry, take your time… I’m still checking in :)
February 25, 2010 at 10:03 am
Me too!
February 27, 2010 at 5:45 am
sucks to lack inspiration. where ARE the good men??
February 28, 2010 at 5:52 am
Everyone has lows luv, it happens. You’re only human. Stay shiny though and know that we’re here if you need a crutch ♥
March 5, 2010 at 9:43 am
I’m new to this blog – I’m sure you will get some good inspiration soon. Hang on in there!
March 10, 2010 at 9:26 pm
I am *so* with you on this. As I posted in my own blog recently, I have four or five partially completed posts sitting in my draft folder, a list of videos/photos sets/audios I want to do, and a bunch of emails I need to write, and.. nothing. I don’t feel sexy, sort of don’t want to be sexy, and just can’t quite figure out what’s going awry.
Hang in.. it’ll cycle back.
March 13, 2010 at 8:51 pm
You can’t force it -I know how you feel too, my erotica is totally shelved until my life gets a whole lot less busy
April 6, 2010 at 10:26 am
I understand exactly how you feel. Wants to write but not sure how to end. I turn to IRC to find inspirations too. And friends, uhh.. guys luh. I’m a guy btw.
I do write but not many readers. Any tips?
April 13, 2010 at 3:44 am
Hopefully your inspiration will return soon.
Spring is here… and that is often a great catalist.
April 28, 2013 at 11:26 am
I look forward to reidang your BLOG;I pull it up almost every day. Sometimes I think of a response to something you posted while going through my day but I just don’t take the time to go back and leave a comment. I’ll work on that! Have a great weekend. Love, Vera
May 21, 2010 at 5:53 pm
Oh for fuck’s sake, not you too? ;-)
Miss ya.
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June 14, 2010 at 6:10 pm
I want to include some of your work in a collection of erotic stories based on blues themes. You know about loneliness, isolation, and angst. A Scottish publisher will publish the book next year. Contact me. Let’s talk.
Thanks, Robert
July 2, 2010 at 11:04 pm
Wow…I’ve been away WAY too long. Are you still there?
I know I get strength from writing…talk to us!!
July 24, 2010 at 11:16 am
Come back!! You have done so well!!
Some very arousing stories… more please
September 24, 2010 at 2:47 am
Miss you! Let us get writing… xoxox